Richard Hatch doesn't look the way he did on
TV. Not, at least, as he did on "Survivor," that
first, iconic blast of reality TV, the show that changed the
way celebrity works, the show that changed his life.
The Hatch on the screen was confident and
cocky.
This man is jittery and talks in hyperspeed, jumping from
subject to subject. He's painfully aware that the length of
time he has to speak - like most everything in his life
these days - is entirely outside of his command.
Here at FCI Morgantown, the federal prison
where Hatch, 45, has lived since late July, there's no
respite from the rules. One hour, precisely, to talk
face-to-face with a reporter (though he begged prison
officials for more). Phone calls limited to 300 minutes a
month.
But Hatch cannot leave. And on a very
basic level, he cannot comprehend that he is here.
"I'm used to being able to understand
how you get from point A to point B," he is saying, as
we sit in a tiny glass-walled room off the cavernous visitor
center. "This has been tough."
It's not unusual, of course, to find a
prisoner who claims innocence, or a celebrity, fallen from
grace, who seeks absolution. But tell people the bare
outlines of Hatch's story - that he didn't pay taxes on his
"Survivor" winnings - and you provoke a certain
level of disbelief.
His million-dollar prize wasn't exactly a
national secret. Taxes, we all know, are as inflexible as
death. And for six years, Hatch has been cemented in the
national consciousness as a master manipulator, a sharp and
cunning snake. It says quite a bit about your public persona
when you inspire less sympathy than the IRS.
Hatch counters, in essence, with two
arguments.
The first is that he had legitimate
questions about whether those taxes were owed, but always
intended to find the answers and pay. The second is that his
case never would have gone to court were it not for his
"Survivor" fame. He believes he was targeted
largely because of the character on TV, the naked, fat, gay
mastermind. And he says he never imagined that the world
created on that distant island would bleed so mercilessly
into the real one. In fact, he declares in the prison
conference room, "I am more naive than people
realize."
To believe Hatch's version, in the wake of
"Survivor," requires a leap of faith - an
acceptance that a man who proved himself smart, in the most
public forum possible, could approach the legal system with
spectacular credulity. It requires a public recalibration of
the entity we know as Richard Hatch.
Which is what Hatch says he now intends to
do. "I'm doing my best," he wrote in one letter,
"to expose you to the real me."
Ask Hatch who that real person is and
he'll rattle off a list of character traits.
"I'm a good guy. I'm a really good
guy," he says in the prison visiting room, then laughs
at how piteous he sounds.
"I've lived a really good life, an
ethical life. ... I enjoy conversation and intimate
relationship, I don't drink. I don't smoke. I'm not into
'stuff.' Post 'Survivor' - whack! - who is this insane
caricature?"